Sino nga ba ako? Siguro kung ako ang tatanungin mo, masasabi kong wala talagang nakakakilala kung sino talaga ako o kung meron man e mabibilang ko lang sa mga daliri ko. Oo sige, alam mo kung ano ang paborito kong pagkain, hilig sa musika o kung pano ako manamit pero kung tatanungin kita, ano ang maiisip mo? Malamang parang ganito, "Ah si Ralph? Nako, maloko yan e. Hilig magpatawa parang walang pake sa mundo." pero sigurado ka ba na ako ang tinutukoy mo? Siguro wala talagang nakakakita kasi tinatago ko, kung pano ako umiyak, kung pano masaktan at kung pano magpakumbaba sa mga oras na alam kong naka-sasakit na ko ng damdamin ng iba. I can't blame them kasi yun naman ang nakikita nila, yun ang alam nila about me but there has been nobody who really came to know who I really am, they don't know that underneath all the smiles and laughter that they see is a person who is struggling to fit in, struggling to be accepted without changing the way I act around people. A person who cries at night trying to find out what's wrong with his life, and keeps on thinking about the stupid mistakes that he made that cost him more than what he had bargained for. I am a clown who's heartache and sorrow is hidden in his smile. I reach out to those who I have met in my life, please understand that this is not just a pathetic attempt for you to pity me. This is just my way of telling you who I am, a melodramatic fool that's too stubborn to understand that life is an endless cycle of heartache and sorrow.